I spent about 20 minutes putting in the nine things that I ate today, but I wasn't about to try to break down the 1/3 cup of homemade potato salad - I mean, there's just no way for me to figure out the calories in that stuff.
This project may at the very least get me to eat simpler things whose calories can be measured, since there's no way I want to spend an hour a day recording my meals on the computer when I could do it by hand in three minutes.
So of course this means that I haven't found the right tool yet.
I think I can "build" a recipe in Calorie King and save it. I will probably tend to eat a lot of the same sorts of things from time to time, as I find healthy dishes that I like, and so to be able to save "red beans and rice" with all of the ingredients already accounted for will be helpful.
Right now I'm concentrating on being conscious of what I put into my body, trying to get more exercise, and cutting down on portions, drinking lots (and lots) of water, and at least having to get up to pee every half an hour will get me moving out of this chair throughout the work day.
I have the advantage that I can take an hour in the morning, and hour in the afternoon, etc., and concentrate on exercise or health things. So while I have this luxury (i.e. poverty) I will make use of it.
I am already feeling better, but some of that is the adrenalin of starting this new project.
I didn't have a bagel this morning like I do most mornings, and I did miss it a bit. I didn't miss it though once I was done eating my cereal (plus two strawberries) and then pounding down 32 oz. of water.
I'm weaning myself off of coffee this week, too. Only three cups today. Tomorrow, two, but I'll let myself go back downstairs for a third if I really want it. Then I'll have just one cup, or maybe skip a day and see how it goes.
It's a drug, I'm addicted, so I am not expecting this to be easy. People around me are already trying to undermine my success, telling me that since I've been doing so well it's okay to have a piece of cake or something. I don't even want cake.
Anyway, it is not my job to make other people feel better by eating the same shitty foods that they do. I did that for close to 30 years. I'm done now.
Having said all that, I still ate too much for dinner tonight, even with the reduced portions. I guess I didn't reduce them enough. I was left with "unused" calories though and the book I'm reading says that I won't lose weight if I don't consume all of my 2000 calories. I think I'll try to knock that down to 1800 and see how it goes. I think I could do 1800 calories without even changing that much. I'm taking it slow, now, and once I talk with my new doctor I hope that we can figure out how many calories I actually need and what percentage of what should add up to them.
This one book that I have since thrown away suggested that calories in < calories burned = weight loss, which is so over-simplified as to be useless. I mean, I could do a 1200 calorie diet, but if I consume all of those calories by eating butter I'll be dead within a month (if not sooner).
I'm pretty obsessive and addictive in general, so moderation and not over-doing health now will probably be a bigger challenge than laying off of the desserts.
I'm just finding that I'm pretty unknowledgeable about the nutritional values of various foods. I have a bag of black beans. Are they good for me or bad for me? Sure, they contain starch, which in theory is bad, but is it the bad kind of starch or is it okay?
I need to do a lot more studying on this. I was so ignorant I didn't even know how much I didn't know until I started trying to count calories this weekend.