To be honest, I am pretty much Batman on the topic of guns. Can't stand the sight of them. Would rather work toward a future where none are needed than go around admitting that there are probably some situations where they are needed tools.
As I said in that thread about traumatic experiences, my cousin died basically because of how easy it was for a seventeen-year-old kid with the clear warning signs of a schizoid meltdown to get his hands on a shotgun. I'm not rational on the subject and I pretty much admit it.
The irony, of course, is that my dad worked at the Remington Arms gun factory for nearly thirty years and pretty much knows everything about guns anyone could ever know.
It was the only good paying job for someone with only a year of community college and baby-me had to be fed... so he worked there, working the line when the economy was bad and working in the R&D department when the economy was good.
He was such a crack shot that he was sent down to FBI headquarters a few times to show off the weapons to government buyers and so on and some of his co-workers tried to pressure him into trying out for the shooting sport portions of the Olympics.
But he always said "I don't like guns, I pretend I'm making blenders."
After Alan died, he said that when he found out he wasn't killed with a Remington, it was one of the biggest reliefs of his life. Like if he had known he had... designed the ergonomics of the trigger or... created the process of the powder coating... on the gun that killed his eldest nephew, he would've never been able to live with himself.
My pop retired young from a heart condition and we are pretty sure it was from the harsh chemicals he worked with at Remington but we'd have no way to prove it in court, of course. He's 52 and some days it's about all he can do to clean some dishes and feed the birds.
I'm pretty much not rational about guns.
There's a little voice in the back of my head that says that if I ever snap, I'm just gonna get a sledgehammer and start breaking into houses and destroying every gun I can find until someone killed me, under the thought that I would probably be saving other people's lives with that kind of suicide.
Christ. This is kind of dark and I don't mean to tramp on this thread but... uhm...
I dunno, the venting kind of made me feel better, I'm gonna hit "post" and...
Hope I don't come off like a total douchebag.