I'm feeling like the odd one out, 'cause I love Earth Day and have since I was a kid. I don't really take it as a day to tell other people what to do with their lives though, unless they invite suggestions and discussion. I think of it more as a nice opportunity to examine my personal aesthetic of simplicity and self reliance, and think up new exciting ways to connect with the sense of inner peace I get from realizing I already have everything I need in life. I take a lot of pleasure in reducing my consumption, dependence and need for extraneous stuff, so I like having a day where I can talk about it with like-minded folks, hear their creative ideas, offer my own, maybe implement some nice changes. It's a positive, meditative day for me. I walked to and from the theatre today, which is about 5 miles of walking, and it was awesome - listening to good music, enjoying the spring sun. Weirding out random strangers by making eye contact and smiling like a dork. I really, really dug on the pregnancy test I saw squashed by traffic in the middle of a very busy intersection I was crossing, musing on how it might have gotten there (this is the second pregnancy test I've seen in strange, unlikely places in as many years while walking to work. Don't get me started on condoms, needles or other bodily fluids. I live in the hood yo'). Maybe it's cause I'm aboriginal, but for me, my personal earth connection is really important, not in an outward way related to what others should do, but in a personal way, as in "how I can do more and more and more to put things right, to let go of my desire for things that I actually don't need... " etc. In honour of this I wore my toad necklace (elder toad's the one who brought the earth to the back of the turtle, which Sky Woman uses to great the whole world in my favorite creation story..
The whole environmental movement can be really terrible though. Nothing like the mind-fuck of how every store is marketing a reusable bag now. Fuck that shit. Isn't that the "problem" they're implying you have to fix? That there are too many bags? How do we solve the problem of too many bags? More bags! Who the fuck doesn't have a bag? If a business really, actually, truly wants to reduce its waste creation, then they can give their customers fare warning and then stop providing them (maybe saving some shitty assed cardboard boxes that some stuff was shipped in in case you forget.) There are stores locally that have done this, but all the ones who are jumping on the "we now sell a reusable bag!" band wagon now? They're just marketing something new that looks like change, but isn't actually change. But maybe a cashier will guilt you, and you'll buy one of their bags, and it'll alleviate your guilt. And it's never enough. Like no matter what you do, it'll never be enough. The next big thing, if you buy it, you will solve all your problems. But next is the next new big thing that will solve all your problems, maybe save the fuck*ng planet! That's sort of a media/marketing thing, not true care for the earth, I think. Fear/shame based shit does no good, but it sells shit. The sort of action for the good that actually empowers people isn't exactly big business, or business at all in many cases. Self sufficient behavior isn't good customer behavior, ya' see.
Anyway, it's a good day. It can be a good day. Just sift out the bull shit and know that an invitation and opportunity for self examination is always positive. Assholes and their bullshit self serving come in 32 flavours: you got your hippie flavour and CEO flavour, and on and on - t'ain't related to the day for me, or my journey. Maybe take a few steps back from the hustle and see the opportunity? I mean you can stare at an ugly ass mole on your face all day, or you can get over the ugly and on with the attractive.
(edited because I'm shitty at posting while talking on the phone)