you're very kind to use the plural "threads" because it might be the only time this has happened in months.
So I found a book I have titled "how to test everything electronic" or some such, I think I got it from Jameco.com. I'm giving it to some people I know who are into that sort of stuff. For me, life's too short.
Hmmm. Metaphorically speaking, aren't we all trying to fix our broken stereos?
On the one end of the spectrum, we have the cat ladies, and the people who collect trash in their house until it's literally full. Those people seem to fascinate us. Maybe these people are so interesting because their dysfunction is right out there in the open. Would that our own dysfunction should be so easy to identify. Of course, for these people, their dysfunction is not easy for them to identify, just as for us, whatever dysfunction we may have, is not easy for us to identify. The dysfunction I'm talking about is a subtle interweaving of personal psychology and the culture of our society resulting in us all building these metaphorical pyramids, or in some respects, literal pyramids of landfill detritus.
I'm thinking of going to college, but that means continuing to play the game for a few more years... After that... then what? Get a job doing something? Don't get me wrong. It wouldn't be a 9-5 job. It'd be a job in cybernetics. Because I'd get a degree in cybernetics. And cybernetics jobs can be interesting, that's for sure. But then again, maybe I'd just end up anyway, walking away from it all, and they'd find my clothing scattered somewhere down the tracks. Maybe. And if that's the case, maybe I should walk away now, before I throw 10 more years at this beast. Play in the system? Or find the system outside the system? Can you do both?
How does one make such a decision? Steer your life one way or another, start a course one way or another, each way being different, and lasting for years
it seems to me that if one is making such a choice, then one probably isn't making the right choice. life should not be binary, either or... that's too simple.. life is more complex than that.
this has been thinking out loud, with Stuart Smalley.
IT'S A MANS WORLD
LETS FUCK IT UP
one of the banners carried in the May Day protest in which I got arrested.