I don't think my attitude is self-defeating, I think it is realistically humane. The Reagan Junta deregulated the shit out of this country and wealth has been able to concentrate in ways that turned into the Great Depression last time around.
It's one thing for people like me, with a dream and a reasonable amount of talent looking for a dream job in the arts but without the confidence of a cut-throat, to fail. I get it. I'm not talking about me. People like me are probably always gonna fail unless they get either a lucky break or develop a sociopathic desire for success that sacrifices all other segments of life to get there. I'm one of the unsafe at any speed, I'm not delusional about that.
I'm talking about wading through a world where people with masters are taking food service and nanny gigs, if they can even find those. People who just wanted to be teachers, not rockstars or directors like my unrealistic ass, people who just wanted to be fuck*ng TEACHERS are barely holding onto retail gigs.
FDR was a rich motherfucker and he wasn't a socialist either, he knew that you had to prop up a middle class if you wanted a stable society where the rich aren't drug out into the streets in revolution every generation or two. He was being practical. The market doesn't work and communism doesn't work, either. High minded stupid ideals about either side of that argument are about as practically useful as a fart in a tornado.
What WORKS? What creates a stable society with enough mobility to not eventually lead to revolt in the streets?
Whatever that is... this isn't it. What we have now, careening so far into the favour of the Invisible Hand, isn't working.