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[Choop]

hell of a first post for the thousandth page

[theinevitable]

Hang in there. I have felt like that a lot over the past year/my lifetime. We're gonna figure it out.

The amount that not-drinking is bothering me after literally one day is letting me know that not drinking for a while is probably a good exercise. Tonight I went to a bar and danced and talked to friends and drank a lot of water.

Recently on the phone my mom and I talked about politics (which we don't normally do) and I said that these days I feel like the system is broken, and there is no way it can get better without major reform. My mom agreed. I can't stop thinking about this. I kind of expected her to lecture me about how America is the greatest country on earth, with the best democratic system.

Saturday I am going on a second date with a nice girl. She suggested the history museum, so clearly we have nothing in common.

[wombat]

I think I am going with "it's bad for the baby." Communicates "I do not want to talk to you about this."

One million cans.

[AugustWest]

Just tell 'em that drinking messes up your angel dust buzz.

[dejavroom]

Today I'm gonna realize that I really do hate all this Hamlet bullshit, all these cycles of anxiety and procras

Here goes nothing:

This will sound funny, but I think you need to suffer more. Actually, erase that. You need to suffer better. Physically, is what I mean.

So: Take care of your body first. Pick something that won't be too hard on you and keep doing it. Do it mindlessly, doesn't matter, just do it. It could be even just walking, but do it everyday. If you lack the willpower, make it so that you *have* to do it (for instance, I'm going and coming from work in my bike. It's tough as hell but it tricks me into using the goddam thing everyday). Don't worry about the big picture yet; prioritize your body. Do something everyday and keep doing it - and if it hurts that's even better. Also I can't emphasize this enough: stop eating crap (pizza, burgers etc). Don't kid yourself even for an instant into thinking that this is not a matter of life and death, because it fuck*ng is. You should know it is. And don't expect short term results, try to think how this is going to pay off in two years, for instance (I saw your video; you're a huge motherfucker). So yeah. this is my big advice: Eat better and exercise. Nobody is gonna come and extend their hand to you and help you magically. You're alone, motherfucker. And fuck you if you think this has nothing to do with your problems.

There, a nice block of text for you to ignore.

[Choop]

One million cans.

SHENANIGANS

[AugustWest]

SHENANIGANS

Quite so. 

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