ok, seriously.
this song makes me want to cry.this song was enough of a part of my childhood that I wonder if maybe the reason I think Chrismastime is sad is because of this song.
mostly it brings up childhood memories of crying the day after christmas when all of my relatives left my house. I normally only see them once a year, and I would be so overstimulated for a few days while my house was full of yelling kids and grandparents who wanted me to tell them about everything I knew and nobody had work and presents and food and then, suddenly everyone was gone, and everything felt horrible. All of the anticipation was gone and I was lonely in my house with presents that didn't look like they did on the box.
Since college my christmas-time song has been
this one, though. It reminds me of a time freshman year when it snowed, and I got off the phone with my long-distance girlfriend, telling her about how cold and horrible it was, and then listened to this song on the way to the library to study for a final.