Inev, me and you are very different, but also very similar in our heads I think. I am trying to live without fear and it is going very well- you can totally do it. My advice is become somewhat tough/have confidence in your self reliance (not necessarily money- almost more have confidence in your toughness/ability to survive) and remember to say fuck you to death/consequences every chance you get. It may be hard for a while, but do it where you can and slowly you'll start doing it more. My big fears are women, stage fright, large social situations and death. I have basically overcome two and half way overcome the other two. I also recommend doing things and dressing in ways that make you kind of the center of attention (even though that is a fear I am cool with- the fear of being a self promoting prick, but just do it), and you will totally notice everyone staring at you and shit. This makes you uncomfortable at first, but eventually helps with all of your fears (or did with me).